Friday, June 24, 2011

I scream my lungs out to try to get to you

Well, it's 7:37 AM. I never did get to hear back from Angel last night. Hopefully today? But I really don't know. I'm going to write my first letter to him today. I have no idea when I will be able to send it though.
All I need is his ship number and division number and I can send him letters every single day. <3

I am still a mess. I haven't cried yet, been up for about an hour. And, to top it all off, I have work the next two nights.

Can it please just be sunday already? Or better yet, August? Even better would be the end of December. Sigh.

It's going to be another long day.


9:07AM Still no word. Been crying for about an hour. I feel lonely...


10:13AM I've been playing the sims pretty much since my last little update. Talked to my buddy Declan for a bit. It helped. Talking helps. Talked to Angel's brother JoJo(FISHY) for a bit last night. Passed out around 7PM.

I've only had 1 can of pop and I didn't even finish it. Today's tea is Awake from Tazo. 4 spoons of sugar. I usually add milk but I'm low and saving it for tomato soup later. Also, too blah to walk to the gas station. I look like crap. No joke, hair's a mess, no makeup, still in my pajama's.

Current song is Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional.
Current mood is trying to be optimistic.


11:22AM New poem up on deviantart


12:48PM Started writing my first letter to Angel. Got emotional and had to stop. About to toss in some laundry and take a nap. I really do not want to go to work tonight. I hate my job. Still wondering when I'm going to get to hear from Angel so I know where to send the letters.


2:35PM I've survived the 24 hours mark. Going back to bed now.