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Friday, March 25, 2011

Let the rain come down

I'm coming clean

Today is my mom's birthday. She's out of town with Davey and dad. She's 40 today.
Angel said we're getting a dog, named Claude. His step-grandma is giving him to us. I don't really know too much other than that. Hope to find out more about said dog.

I've been feeling pretty down lately. I'm so tired of being in Ohio, tired of being so far away from Angel. I'm tired of working a job that I HATE. I'm tired of feeling so lonely because my friends either have kids or just don't want to do anything or are "too busy". I feel isolated.

Things will be better when I move out. When I'm with Angel. At least, I really hope he's right about that.

I'm out, going to go and take a nap. I work tonight, oh fucking joy.

I need a vacation.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Time Heals All Wounds

We had a serious conversation yesterday. We listened and came to a compromise. I feel better about where our relationship is headed. <3

Nothing else to say.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Early Mornings and Sad Thoughts.

It has been a rough week. I am ready for this year to just end. I'm not really sure how much more of this I can take. One thing after another :/
My friend Tarrah's grandma passed away at the of 66 after having a brain aneurysm burst. Tarrah was the last person to talk to her.
Tuesday, Angel had to have our pretty kitty Snuff put down. Our beautiful baby. He wasn't even a year old. Snuff was staying at a friend's house because his parents wouldn't let him keep Snuff or Mooch at the house until they were fixed. He didn't have the money to get them fixed. So they stayed with a friend. A DIFFERENT friend called Angel and said she was coming to get him, that Snuff was peeing blood. He had a urinary tract infection so bad it was shutting his kidnies down. The vet said surgery was an option but felt that Snuff would die on the table. He passed half way through euthinaztion, leading us to believe he would have passed before surgery could have even begun. It was a tragic day.
I have a showing to go to on Sunday and a funeral on Monday.
I just want this year to end so I can be in Texas with Angel and just...have something to smile about every morning. I just want to be able to go to sleep curled up with him and wake up the same way.
Siiiigh.
I'm getting off of here, mom will be home soon and we're going shopping.

~Me