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Thursday, June 23, 2011

I look at my hands and feel sad

Well, Angel's flight was delayed last night. He's at the airport now, waiting to take off and get to bootcamp. I'm...I'm trying to be okay. Not doing too well on that front though.

I guess, I'll let you guys know when he gets to bootcamp and what not.

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Well, it's 8:40 AM here in Toledo, OH. Angel just boarded the plane and said he'd call me when it landed. Until then? Watching Quest of Camelot until my brain melts. It is going to be one hell of a long day.
More to come later.

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Quick update at 11:08 AM. Angel's plane has landed safely. Waiting for him to be able to call me. More to come when he makes it to boot camp.

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It's 12:35 PM and my last text said "Goin to boot camp love you" Now, I wait for a 20 second phone call telling me where I'm sending my letters. I feel like everything's crashing in on me. It's going to be a long 8 weeks.

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1:30 PM and I am a mess. Angel called me from the shuttle, letting me know he was on his way to the base. I was sobbing by the time he said goodbye. It was a minute long phone call. He said he'll call me when he can. He's still texting me and I'm crying, out of tissues and my chest hurts. I really hate this.

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2:56PM Angel made it base about an hour ago. I would have posted this sooner but was crying too hard. Then made some food and picked at it. Waiting for the official "I'm here, have some contact info" call. Long day is long.

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4:28PM It's been a little over 2 hours and no word. I'm so tired, I have a headache and I feel like I'm going to burst into tears at any moment. I'd go to sleep, but I don't want to miss that call or be so sleepy I don't remember what he says. Fuck. Today. Seriously.

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5:53 PM still no word. I'm beginning to think they're not going to let him call. I'm calmer right now, drinking some tea that's supposed to help calm you down. Guess it's working. Listening to music, being tired and still having a headache. Probably won't sleep for shit. Le sigh.

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