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Monday, June 27, 2011

The Dead are rolling over

9:05AM
I woke up today in a good mood. Not really sure how long it's going to last but I'm going to roll with it. I feel better today, as in, I don't feel sick. I still don't know anything about potentially being pregnant, won't know for a few days. Keep your fingers crossed that I'm not. Hopefully, Angel will be able to send me a letter soon so I can send the ones I've been writing to him. I had a dream about him last night, one where he was curled up around me, whispering that he loves me. I think that's why I'm okay today. Because, that's the stuff he actually does do. It made me feel less alone. :') Happy tears. Only 7.5 more weeks to go.
Brii Brii(I don't know if I ever mentioned her on here or not...We used to be really good friends and then it all fell apart. I don't remember how...) sent me a messege on facebook. She wanted to know if there was anyway we could meet up and talk. See if we could work things out and try to be friends again. I told her I was willing to give it a try. Life is too short to sit around and wonder "what if". I'm only know beginning to figure that out.

I'm out for a bit, might be back on later.

~Me

11:57AM
My good mood didn't have the chance to last all that long. Angel's mom decided she was going to talk to me. I told her I was trying not to think about things, such as Angel being in bootcamp. I mean, I was doing okay. But she wanted to push the subject and now I feel like crying my eyes out. I'm just going to hide online from now on :/

Current music-Transatlanticism-Death Cab for Cutie

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