Thursday, February 10, 2011

And maybe silence isn't such a bad thing: A letter to my Godmom on her birthday

Dear Aunt Aimee,
Happy Birthday. I wish I could call you and tell you this. I wish so much that I could have heard your voice one last time.
Jake's doing ok. As well as he can. He misses you like crazy.
I still can't believe you're gone. I can't believe that it's been just over 3 months already. I can't believe you'll never get to see us grow up. All of the kids in your life. Your son, your godkids. I can't believe I'll never hear you say you're proud of me again. That you won't be at my wedding or ever get to meet my children.
And it's sucks and I hate it! And I miss you. So much. I hope that where ever you are, you're happy. We love you.
Happy Birthday from all of us and that fucking monkey <3