forget your name forget your fears

So, I have like 10 days left of school. Freaks me the hell out. I know it's been awhile, we had no home room at all this week do to the schedule we're on.

We finished Macbeth and watched a really bad movie of it.

What else is new? Nothing really. Wanting to Kill Alisa's mom, but that's kind of normal for me.



Well, I'm out

~RJ

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