Silence is Serenity

Give me novaciane... Holy hell, it has been a long ass time since I updated on here. Well, Ellie moved to Virginia for college and Alisa is now living in Detroit. Me? I'm still trying to get a job so I can get a car so I can get to college. Not to mention, pay for college. I talked to Joey and Kanna for a while today. I'm at my grandma's...dog sitting, oh the joy. I cut all ties with Brittany, so I never have to deal with that skeezy bitch again. I graduated, much to the displeasure of my underclassmen army. They're a bunch of good kids and they're gonna be fine...they just don't realize that yet. I've got a good feeling about that bunch. I plan on getting two new tattoos in the very near future. The names/words Hugin and Munin on my wrists with black feathers. Eventually, I'm going to get a wolf and dream catcher design on my inner shoulder. It's like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind... I'm hitting point where I just don't care any more. I...

WOW! Look, I'm still alive! I graduated saturday! No more high school! I've been with Alisa since Friday and I go home on Thursday. Hmm, other news..I found a really long list that I'm about to add on to here...the list of 1001 books to read before you die. I've read some of them... LIST!!!!! Never Let Me Go – Kazuo Ishiguro Saturday – Ian McEwan On Beauty – Zadie Smith Slow Man – J.M. Coetzee Adjunct: An Undigest – Peter Manson The Sea – John Banville The Red Queen – Margaret Drabble The Plot Against America – Philip Roth The Master – Colm Tóibín Vanishing Point – David Markson The Lambs of London – Peter Ackroyd Dining on Stones – Iain Sinclair Cloud Atlas – David Mitchell Drop City – T. Coraghessan Boyle The Colour – Rose Tremain Thursbitch – Alan Garner The Light of Day – Graham Swift What I Loved – Siri Hustvedt The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night Time – Mark Haddon (This one I started to read like two or three years ago and just never finished it) Islands...

I was pretending to be asleep so I wouldn't have to let brittany in. I fucking hate her and she doesn't even know. Alisa's John agrees with me. I wanted to shoot that girl in the face so badly. GH today was pretty good. School was okay. We had the Epic Writing Battle today. 6 page poem, fuck yeah seaking. Current music:werewolves of London-Warren Zevon Current mood: I will break your fucking face Current quote: life's a bitch then you die. You're a bitch, when will you die?

I feels os freaking dead right now. I tried to go to bed at 1 this morning...didn't work. I got maybe two hours of sleep and right now, I just want to kill something. I might have been able to sleep better if not for the fact that is so damned hard to get comfy with Brittany's dumb ass around. I still can't breath :( Current mood:tired, sick and pissed Current music:Standing outside the fire-Garth Brooks Current quote:"You should see what comes up when you type "Death" into a search engine."-SpencerReid.

I fucking hate her. I play nice because she lives with Mistress, but otherwise, I hope she fucking dies. And then her and David would not shut the fuck up during the season finale of Criminal Minds. I was sooo not a happy person. On the plus side, I have a Tom to talk to ^-^ And the finale was amazing. School is almost done and over with. Still a little freaked over that. Tom is going to be in a fancy art show! I am sooo proud of him, you have no idea. Current mood: Sick but okay Current music: Truly Madly Deeply by Savage Garden Current quote: And the moon never beams without brining me dreams of the beautiful Annabel Lee; and the stars never rise but I feel the bright eyes of the beautiful Annabel Lee... Later Loves ~RJ

I've been staying with Alisa and John since Friday and it has been great. It'd be better if Brittany would go the fuck away. I've talked to Tom every single day/night. Had to wake up really early thus morning though :( Yesterday we went to ceder point, rode two rides, played two games and decided we were done. We were cold, bored and mostly, we were just tired. Other news...nothing. Current Mood: Sleepy Current Music: Lullaby-Shawn Mullins ~RJ

Oh the weekend. I was at my aunt Debbie's for the entirety of it. She was having a yard sale so I went and helped her. And I listened to music the entire time. I mad a few new "friends" on vampirefreaks and updated DA for the amusement of Jrax. Other news, I was late for school today due to over sleeping. I set my alarm clock, I just never turned it on. ~RJ P.S When the hell did Darren Hayes come out of the closet and why am I just now finding out about this?